once upon a time

The story of my life

Thursday, June 22, 2006

She hurled herself into the storm. Clouds, low and ominous, delivered chastizing streams of rain. The thunder shouted disapproval, and lightening issued close threats.
She smiled.
Wrapped in a hideous jacket, her pale face was barely visible. Dark curls trembled beneath her hood, dancing to the wind's temptation.
She shivered.
Damp and cool, a chill accompanied restless air. It was the intensity however, of the sky's release that sent a tremor of anticipation through her spine, and lifted the hairs on her arms and neck. Quickly scanning the yard for a dry place, the girl ran and ducked under the wooden platform of her childhood playset. Ignoring the dampness of the ground, she felt only the storm--its whirling confusion slowly uncurling in her chest.
She closed her eyes and breathed.
She loved it. The anticipation, disolving inhibitions...
The world was letting go.
A weather siren sounded in the distance, invading the privacy of her mind. With an irritated slap she brushed away an ant crawling on her ankle. Distaste clouded her face as the siren continued its long and obnoxious proclamation of the storm. No one understood the weather. Monolougues addressing hot and cold fronts, cumulonimbus clouds, and future forecasts did nothing to achieve her confidence in man's ability to explain away the weather. It wasn't something mastered by science and technology. No--it was a story.
She imagined.
Everyday, the sky snatched the vain wishes, shattered dreams, bitter resolve, passion and anger from the lips of strangers. It stole whispers and prayers from hot breath--carrying them to the empty expanse above the world. There, above the clouds, turmultuous sentiments gathered---churning and roiling, staining the sky black and making the air hot and oppressive. Hatred and love collided, jelousy and malice fought to outdo oneanother. Anger took the wind captive, using it as a weapon, to slash and stir and destroy. Finally, the sky would have no more. With a great flash of light, and a crash that mirrored the climax of discord--the sky struck out and subdued them.
There was silence.
Then, came surrender as every emotion declared defeat. Sumbissive to something greater, they dismissed desire and died---falling back to earth where they slammed the ground in a flood of tears...
Those who fear the storm do so rightly. They are overwhelmed by the merciless ferocity of their own hearts.
The girl slowly opened her eyes and propped her chin on her knees. The rain had begun to gentle---softening the ground it had formerly struck. The smell of earth and taste of wind slowly entertwined, dancing to the silent song of the storm. The air was lazy once again--quiet and curious. Touching her face, the wind silently probed her thoughts. She had witnessed the storm with different eyes. Did she understand? Had she followed the breathless story of conflict and resolution? Did she know?
Rising slowly from her sanctuary, the girl stood--smiling as raindrops kissed her outstretched arms and upturned palms.
She knew.

14 Comments:

  • At 4:17 AM, Blogger La Profesora said…

    i want a signed copy of your first book :)

     
  • At 4:35 PM, Blogger MEC said…

    Its beautiful! Its sad that not everyone glories in a storm, in the fury and torment. *sigh* now I'm praying for a storm again, they make you feel so . . alive

     
  • At 9:28 PM, Blogger yoshi said…

    ooo ooo ooo...my turn. i'm gonna write something really original.....ok. here goes..

    "It was a dark and stormy night....."

    hows that?

     
  • At 1:32 PM, Blogger turza said…

    no place has storms like Indiana! what breif rain here in spain has been pathetic.

    i miss you!!!!! see ya soon

     
  • At 8:49 PM, Blogger julio said…

    ... and the wind was howling.

     
  • At 10:28 AM, Blogger MEC said…

    and lighting flashes from the sky to strike two completely unoriginal guys. . .

    You people and your long posts, write short ones, to keep me entertained (very often, 'cause I know that's your goal in life, right?)
    Where were you on Friday? I cried.

     
  • At 6:07 AM, Blogger Sage said…

    Very powerful in your writing, are ya now? Well, I love a good thunderstorm, especially in ga. Later Rebecca.

     
  • At 11:46 AM, Blogger MEC said…

    I SAW YOU!!! AND I NEARLY HAD A HEARTATTACK TO KNOW YOU'RE STILL ALIVE!!!


    Rebecca, my summer is so blech! Come tonight ok? (church, you heathen)

     
  • At 12:02 PM, Blogger julio said…

    i think rebeccas been hiding,, hidding,, hideing,,,, i think rebecca's nowhere to be found.

     
  • At 5:57 AM, Blogger Sage said…

    I think this is getting dum...b

     
  • At 8:46 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    Your entry...'tis beautiful...

     
  • At 11:31 AM, Blogger Sage said…

    this thing is gettin...old...

     
  • At 12:41 PM, Blogger Rebecca said…

    I think I am getting old. This seems so long ago.
    Also--my writing is terrible. wow.
    Oh well--I meant (most sincerely!) every ill-chosen word! lol

     
  • At 6:58 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    I love the rain, tis so beautiful. people don't often understand why
    -mall

     

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